I'm tired all of the time with this, and it is so frustrating. I'm sick of customers asking me if they are keeping me up, or some other smart ass comment when I yawn at work. It gets really old, really fast. I'm so sick of not knowing what else to do but lie down, because I'm so miserable from my pain and tired of myself. I'm sick of still having pain and spotting and this awful pain I get in my right side that hardly ever seems to goes away. It's like the Lolo sort of works, I get a couple of days of heavy bleeding, but I just keep spotting and hurting after. I'm sick of constantly fighting myself for the energy to tackle my day.
I just want to know what it feels like to feel 'normal'. To have the energy of my peers, to live life.
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