Finding some peace

I've missed my pill for 2 days now, taking a lighter hormone and already I want to murder someone. The pain is so insane. It's crazy how much I don't miss this shit and how bad it is and how you forget that. Still though, I refuse to let it ruin my weekend, as I'm going to visit my Mum for a couple days. My sister is in Cuba this week with her bestie and my Mum was going to come and see me so I thought I'd ask to come home for a wee visit instead. I'm looking forward to it, it's always nice to go home, and it'll be good it have some girl time with my Mum. She's going to give me a much needed hair cut too.

A little break will do me good. The sunny days are helping too. I got myself an essential oil diffuser locket necklace, which I've wanted for a long time now. I can't wait for it to arrive. It will be good for me, I'll use lavender a lot I know as it's the most soothing to me. Maybe mix some lavender and orange too, or patchouli. It will be fun and good for me.

So, I went to my home and had a really nice time. I love how quiet it is there, it's so peaceful. My Mum cut my hair for me and it looks and feels so great. She's really good at it. I got to have a nice visit with my dear longtime friend Mj. It was so lovely to see her and catch up. I'm truly grateful for our friendship as we have known each other since we were children, though we are a few years apart, and didn't hang out for a good time and then re-connected as teenagers . It makes me happy that we are still friends after knowing each other for so long, I don't have many friends like that. I also went to dinner with my Mum at her friends house for a lovely meal. It was so nice and she had such a lovely home. It was a good time all around and nice to have some one on one time with my Mum. Trying to stay positive.