Post surgery post

So, It's clearly been a while since I had my surgery. I don't know exactly why I've taken so long to post this. Soooo much has happened. With work and my health care and everything just seems to be giving me more and more trouble.I guess I should begin by saying that surgery went well, I had endometriosis on my bladder, cervix and pelvic wall, and they also removed a cyst from my right fallopian tube. I can't even begin to explain how good it feels to know I was right, I feel so vindicated! The recovery was a trip though, I didn't do to well with all the painkillers and crap they had me on, but I made it and healed well, without infection or anything. I am very proud of myself for fighting to get the right help, and believing in myself. I am still healing though and things are taking time to get back to normal. It sure is nice though to be able to have an orgasm again though without having terrible pain and muscle spasms after, to be able to get excited again without experiencing stabbing pains. I still need to find a new family Dr. though so I can get some treatment for my fibromyalgia and hopefully get my some relief. While it has been good to be back at work it has been really physically hard.

My goal for this year was to get myself better and have my surgery. For this next year I want to fight to raise as much awareness as I can about Endometriosis because I don't want anymore women to have to go through I did. The sad thing that there are, and there are many that are much worse than I was and that breaks my heart. The stories I read would make so many cringe. I wouldn't even know where to begin.

The more and more hurdles I have to jump I'm starting to feel like my story needs to be told, I don't like to broadcast on social media but I can't tell you how much I just want to let it all out. I literally had to call the Ontario Human Rights Association to fucking be able to use a stool for work and basically save my now pathetic job. I am constantly getting told hit at work too, I was told not to drink while serving customers this week. Really? Is it so offensive that I need to take a drink because I'm talking to people and my mouth gets dry, not to mention I have a cold right now, which is what I said. I am just so fed up with people and everything, I just want to be able to get ahead. I just want people to treat me with respect, I don't like being the only cashier on a stool, I don't like being singled out believe me. I've had enough of that in my lifetime. Then there is me trying to get a new family Dr. and that's been even more of a joke. I don't even know if I can delve into it right now because it's still fresh and so infuriating. I will prevail though, I know my rights and if someone wants to mess with me they don't know who they are dealing with. I am a strong an intelligent woman who single handedly at 17? pulled off one of the best corporate table /sponsorship in the Ontario Secondary School Student's Association history. I had some good companies. like friggen Bell. I did Sevec when I was 13? and Katimavik when I was 18, I am a powerhouse who can wield a strong sword. I will prevail. On a positive note I got a referral to a medical marihuana clinic in Whitby after I can't even tell you how long of waiting. Fucking awesome, I deserve this.