It's moments like this that I get really sad and depressed and down on myself. I had to call into work today, the one shift I have a week, because I'm in too much pain and I can't sleep much. It's so hard not to hate myself, I can't help but cry. I took 2 extra strength ibproufin a couple of hours ago, so I took a gravol and I'm going to take a Tylenol one. I don't like to take them because of the caffeine as it makes me cramps worse, but I need some relief. It's my left shoulder, it been bugging me on and off for a while now and it feels almost like a pinched nerve or maybe muscle tension. Whatever it is, it hurts like a bitch, I'm going to stop typing for now actually...
I managed to go back to bed finally around noon and slept for the afternoon. My schedule is all messed up, even more than usual. At least I managed to get some more sleep, that's the main thing. I just hope that I can get things in order and things will get better.
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