I'm so frustrated, still having a fair of pain in all different areas of my pelvic region. I thought for sure it would have eased up by now and I can't help but think the endo must be coming back? I'm still not entirely sure they got it all the first time, but who knows. It's such a complicated disease. I just know that I don't want to have me period yet so I'm taking another 3 weeks of the pill and then I'll deal with that demon, I'm just in too much pain as it is right now. It makes it almost impossible to be in a good mood. The pain is so deep that it just fills me with rage. My right shoulder is bugging me again too and work's tomorrow. I can't help but feel like the endo must be back in full swing because I'm feeling pain I haven't in a while and it feels like every time I have a flare-up the pain keeps getting worse. I'm going to have to see a different specialist this time though I think, there is one who seems to be a little closer. It's a man but I don't really care anymore who the Doctor is as long as they are willing to really listen to me and help me. I'm just so tired of feeling so helpless and I know I need to fight harder for myself. I also know I'm tired of this pain already and I'm not even spotting anymore.
A friend tagged me in a post tonight about someone doing interviews with people who suffer from endometriosis so I contacted them and they said they will pass the information on to their cousin (that's who is doing the interviews). The person is apparently writing a book. I really hope I get to share my story. I'm really excited about this opportunity.
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